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2minsforslashingTitle: Thank You For Loving Me. parts 8 and 9 of 9
Authors:Sue and Mark
Dany Cloutier- Sue
Trevor Linden- Mark
Rating: NC17
Archived: eventually at Mark's site and the chica site
disclaimer: These stories are works of FICTION and DO NOT in any way
reflect the real lives, sexual preferences, or personalities of the
characters. They do not at any point infer that any of the persons
mention is Gay. This includes the times, real life events and names
that are referred to. We do not profit from any of this.
Dany's POV
Slowly opening my left eye I saw that I was half lying on top of Trev. I closed my eye and snuggled back into his chest. Thank goodness the last time I was up during the night I put the girls downstairs. Actually, a quick jaunt to the backyard and then the laundry room. They are so spoiled with somehow managing to get to sleep on the bed here with us. It was just nice to not wake up to a mouthful of dog fur or kisses. Instead, I slipped my tongue from my lips and ran it over whatever skin of Trev's was in striking distance. The taste of his sweat and my cum on him.
Last night.
Oh god, last night.
I still can't believe I let my baby walk out of this house looking like he did. Honestly, I've never seen him looking so hot; in clothes anyway. Kelly and Em even commented to me about how good Trev looked. Of course my Emily said it must have to do with me taking care of him. I swear it is my lot in life to have people keep me blushing all the time. I think it would annoy me more, but for some reason, Trev likes it when I blush.
Opening both eyes, I looked down to see Trev's half hard cock. Taking my arm from around his waist, I started to run my index finger lightly up and down it's length, and then over and around the head. I love his cock. It's so different than mine with the large pronounced head and it's slick smoothness. I'm blessed by the fact that he seems to love mine also. I've been with some guys that for some reason didn't want their mouths anywhere near my uncut dick. It bothered me at the time, but now I could care less.
My pillow squirmed a bit, but then settled down again, and I added another finger to my exploration of him.
After we dropped off Bren and Em, I kept my hand high on his thigh the rest of the way home. I even leaned over and started kissing on him whenever the car would stop. By the time we got in the front door I was so worked up that I basically threw him over the back of his big black leather chair. Well, after I got him partially undressed that is. Unbuttoning his shirt, I had pushed it half off his body before unbuckling his wide belt. I somehow managed to get his jeans and boxers down far enough so that my cock had access to his ass. And, being the amazing boyfriend that I am, I had stuck a condom in my pocket before I had left the bedroom earlier in the night.
I ran my thumb over the slit and brought it to my waiting mouth to suck on. This man even tastes damned good, and all the thoughts of the previous night made me that more hungry for him. He was nice and hard now and I couldn't deny myself any longer. Lifting my head, I rolled my tongue around the head, licking up the salty goodness that had begun to drizzle down the length. I grasped the base and began to slowly lower my mouth up and down working over the vein right where it meets the head. I continued enjoying myself until Trev's hands found their way into my hair.
"So this is what I've been missing all those days I've woke up before you." I grinned and took my mouth from him, his voice so sleepy sexy. "Maybe I'll have to start sleeping in more."
I kissed my way up his body so that I could get my morning kiss. I'm really not into morning breath, but his kisses are just damned fine. The second time I woke him up last night, we had spent the entire time just kissing. His tongue and lips are things of beauty with the way he uses them.
"What are you thinking about?" I was back to staring at him with my lip between my teeth.
"I'm thinking that I need to start concentrating better so that I can get you off before we start the day."
"Well then, concentrate away. You are so fucking good at what you do when you are." He moaned as I moved us so that Trev's ass was laying across my lap. I chuckled to hear him cry out as I began to use both hands on him. One sliding his juice up and down, and the other tickling his balls and rubbing behind them. "Dany, don't fucking tease me." His hands were trying to pull me down; but I had other ideas.
"Your fans would be shocked at what a potty mouth you have in bed there, Trevor."
"Only with you." He panted and arched up as my fingers rubbed around his hole. I was just about to move him to where I wanted when the doorbell started to chime. Looking at the clock I saw it was almost 10.
"Damnit Trev, look at the time. I was supposed to go running with Bren." I grimaced as I looked at his pained expression.
"You're going to leave me like this?" He whined as I let go of him.
"No way baby." I scrambled out from underneath his legs and reached for the phone as the doorbell rang again. "I'll have him sit in back and wait." I kissed Trev's nose and punched in Bren's number.
*****
"Alright, so tell me already. I can tell you're dying to." Bren and I had been jogging for about an hour, not really saying all that much since he greeted me with a loud sigh and rolling eyes about 20 minutes after I called him.
"What? Like I told you, we were still sleeping. We overslept."
"Liar. Your face was so red when you stepped onto the deck." Bren grinned and pushed me sideways.
"Fine, I can tell you exactly what we were doing if you want." I smirked, knowing the response I would get.
"Nope, that's ok. I'll keep my thoughts on my own love life thank you very much."
"Speaking of, you two seemed..." My phone began to chirp right then. Stopping, I withdrew it from my pocket and flipped it open. "Hello...Doc!...yeah I'm good." Bren was looking at me as the conversation continued. "Really? That's great news. Thanks so much for rushing this and for letting me know." I was grinning so wide when I shut my phone my face could have split. Grabbing Bren around the waist, I twirled him around gleefully.
"So? I take it you're ok?" Bren sputtered as I set him back down.
"I...AM...GREAT!" I shouted, punching the air with my fist. "I'm clean, no worries."
Bren looked at me and then started jogging again. I caught up to him, and he stopped and looked at me again. "You really must love him." He said softly.
"Yeah, I do. I've never even considered having sex without a condom before. Then it kind of happened, and neither one of us wanted to go back to them."
Brendan grabbed my arm and pulled me into a quick hug. "Then I'm glad for you. If there was anyone I knew who wouldn't screw you over, I would think it would be Trevor."
"It means alot to hear that." We started to jog again until we came to a stand where we grabbed some Cokes and sat down; just sitting and looking at the water.
"You realize that I had nothing to do with the present for you and Trent."
Brendan was staring intently at a couple of kids who were pushing each other. "Yeah, I kind of figured that out last night. Dany, I'm sorry again for what I did the other night. I wish I could take it back."
"I know you are. But at least both of our relationships are better for it."
"Yeah, considering the kiss you gave each other last night, I'd say you're ok. Damn, it was pretty hot too, for a couple of guys." He grinned that lop sided impish grin of his.
"You're such a pig, Mo." I sighed and bumped his shoulder.
"Yeah, I am; but seriously, you and Trevor are going to have to be more careful. We can't have you making out in front of the whole locker room."
"I know." I pushed myself off the beach and started brushing the sand off my wind pants. "Hopefully by training camp we'll be better at disguising how we feel."
"I just don't want to see either one of you get hurt." He said as we made our way to the trash can and then back to Trevor's.
*****
Trevor wasn't home when we got back but he had left a note saying he'd be back later. Plus, he had picked up the ingredients for the dinner I was cooking for us and Markus tonight. Bren and I sat out on the deck drinking beer and throwing a ball all over the yard for the girls. Princess seemed to have gotten past him hitting her dad. After a bag of smuggled in chips, and a few beers we had both mellowed enough to just sit and drift off. The next thing I knew, I was woke up by Trev's lips moving over my chest as he straddled the chair. "You two are so lazy." He murmured as I raised my hands over my head and stretched before pulling on his hips so he was actually sitting on me.
"We worked out for over 2 hours, I'll have you know." I spoke softly after I glanced over to see that Bren was obviously still sound asleep. I grinned then and slipped my hands under Trev's t-shirt and lifted it up and off his body, kissing along his lucious collarbone. "I've got good news from Doc today." I moaned as Trev's hands found my ass and I worked my way up to his lips. I stopped and looked into his deep hazel eyes, biting my lip and waiting for my lover's response.
"I love you Dany." He spoke solemnly before we leaned into each other for a soft kiss, before Trev pulled back, smiling. "You know, I'd love nothing else but to sit out here with a sun warmed body underneath me, but Markus is going to be here in a little over an hour and you said you were going to make dinner."
"Fuck...it's that late?" I tried to push Trevor off of me, and in the process I also woke up Brendan.
"You two aren't going to have sex out here are you?" He yawned and closed his eyes again.
"Want another beer, Mo?" Trevor asked as he took over my chair and I got tangled in a couple of dog bodies as I tried to make my way inside.
"Trevor, nous avons l'arrivée de compagnie." I smacked the back of his head.
"What? What did I do? I took a shower, and it's just Markus coming over." He chuckled, but followed me into the house telling Bren he was going for beer.
I walked to the sink, but quickly turned around. "I forgot, did you see you had messages on the answering machine?"
"No, I didn't. I saw you two lazy bums and decided I'd bother you. Thanks babe. Take these out to your straight boyfriend. I'll be right back." He slapped and then caressed my ass after handing me the beers. I just shook my head and hurried to take them outside. I didn't have time for this.
*****
Trevor was outside smoking a cigar with Markus. It was a beautifully mild night for once, and Markus had turned down the offer of a sweatshirt. I had been in the shower when he had arrived, but at least the dinner had been almost ready. I had left them a tray of cut vegetables so they had been chomping on that when I got downstairs. Trev had been extremely quiet since before Markus had arrived, and it continued throughout dinner. I tried to kiss him as he was following Markus outside, and he turned his head. I'm thinking that he's just trying to be good in front of our captain.
Dinner had been a great success. Much to Trevor's chagrin, I had set up the formal dining room. He refused though to change into something better than what he was wearing. To me this was special because Markus was our first official dinner guest together. And besides, without him we might not still be a couple. The light Ceaser salad went in perfect companion with the heavier seafood pasta dish. Markus seemed impressed that I had made the cream sauce to go with the fresh linguini and steamed prawns, scallops, clams, and mussels. I had run out of time to make a decent dessert, but I did cut up some fresh fruit, and that seemed to satisfy everyone.
I was finally done cleaning up the kitchen and headed outside with a fresh beer in my hand. I can hardly wait till we're alone and Trev and I can work off all this beer I've drank today. Pushing the door open further, I noticed that there seemed to be a lot of tension between the two of them as they both shut up as I joined them, taking the chair on the far side of Trevor.
"Dany, that was an excellent meal, thank you." Markus stated in his soft lilting voice.
"You're welcome. It's the very least we could do for you after the other night." I reached out and placed my hand on Trevor's knee, but he shifted his body towards Markus.
"Yes, thanks again, Markus. You've really become a great captain." Trevor was looking at Markus and it seemed like something underlying passed between them.
"Yeah, you wouldn't need the hassle of everyone knowing that there were homosexuals on the team, let alone that they were a couple." Trevor looked back at me, and I just couldn't figure out what was going on. Either way, I ruffled my fingers through the curls at the back of his head.
"Actually, I think you two would be surprised at the locker room dynamics we have." Markus showed that smile he always gives when he knows something that no one else does.
"What?"
"No way!"
"Trevor, as you know, there are a lot of things that happen that a captain finds out about that he can't share." Markus looked directly at Trevor and took a long puff on his cigar before blowing the smoke out and then dropping it into his open bottle of beer. "And with that, gentlemen, I should get back to the house. Our flight leaves early tomorrow, and it would look bad if I didn't show up on time."
We all stood and walked to the front of the house speaking of trivial things. Markus turned to me and gave me a hug and kiss and thanked me once more for the dinner and told me to take care of Trevor. I smiled and wished him a safe flight. He then turned to Trevor and asked him to walk out to the car. We said good bye, and then the two of them walked out the front door. I slipped out of my shoes and walked back into the kitchen to holler for the girls to come in. They bounded through the door and I threw some treats at them that they caught in mid air. They had been so well behaved tonight that they deserved that little extra.
The front door slammed, and I heard Trevor's heavy steps up the stairs which of course made the girls tear after him. Hopefully he was eager to go to bed. Not being able to touch him the way I wanted to the last few hours, especially with me finding out I was negative had me on edge, and my dick was already twitching. I shut off the lights as I went and climbed the stairs, unbuttoning my shirt. When I got into the bedroom, Trev was already under the covers and our two mongrals were up there with him.
"Trev, can we talk about the girls?" I asked as I finished undressing, then walked naked into the bathroom.
"What about them?"
I finished brushing my teeth before answering him. "I think we're sending mixed messages to them because when we stay at my place they're not allowed on the bed, and here they are. I think we need to have the same rules for both places." I looked at Trev as I walked to the bed and climbed under the covers; slightly taken aback with the fact that Trev was wearing pajama pants.
"Are you serious? You're upset that they sleep with us?" Trev sat up and looked perturbed.
"I'm not upset." I said, placing my hand on his chest and rubbing the hair that covered it. "We just need to be consistent." I stated again.
"Well, I don't see a problem with them on the bed. If they are crowding us, I can always buy a fucking bigger bed."
"Ok, I just wanted to make sure. I'll agree to whatever." I really wasn't happy, but right now I'd rather be kissing him than fighting. I moved my leg over his lap so that I was straddling him. "I love you so much, Trevor." I murmured as I started kissing his cheeks, forehead, nose...and then he grabbed my face in both his hands and started an assault on my lips. Fucking works for me. We bruised one another's lips as I ground my aching cock against the soft cotton of his pajamas. I needed him so much. He was like the breath in my body.
"Dany, stop!" The hands that had been holding my head to his were now pushing me away with such a voracity that I was momentarily stunned. Trev crawled out from under me and I fell back against the pillows. "I think we both need a good night's sleep."
"But, we can do that after you make love to me...Trev?"
"Jesus, Dany. Do we have to have sex every minute for you to believe that I love you?"
I felt like I had been slapped. With that, Trevor got out of bed and stomped out of the room. I could hear him walking down the stairs. What the hell had just happened here? I sat back against the head board and went through our day. What had I done to piss him off so much? I finally lay down and waited for Trevor to come back and apologize.
The minutes ticked off into hours. I couldn't take the tossing and turning, and threw back the covers and then went to find my boxers. Mikie looked at me and I patted her quickly.
"Where's Princess, girl. Find her." Mikie jumped off the bed and scuttled out of the room, her little tail a waggin'. I followed her down the stairs and she led me to the chair where just the night before we had had amazing sex.
Trevor was sitting in the dark, and now had two dogs on his lap. "Trev, what's wrong?" I walked across the room to turn on one of the table lamps.
"Just leave me alone, Dany. Please." Trev's voice wavered and I saw that he had been crying.
I knelt by his feet and placed my hands on his knees. "Baby, talk to me. You're scaring me to death." I could feel tears welling up and saw that tears had started running down Trev's cheeks.
"Don't touch me." He cried out.
I clenched my fingers more firmly around his knees.
"Dany..."
Trevor’s POV
“Dany...” I almost whisper. “Please don’t...” My voice almost pleading.
“Baby...” He says softly, his hand still on my knee.
“Please... I need to be alone.” His fingers slowly slip off my knee as he sits back on the floor. He just stares at me, I can feel the fresh tears running down my face. He slowly stands, I can see the tears on his face. He leaves me alone, Mikie follows him out and back upstairs.
This whole night has been a nightmare. If I had only checked my answering machine when I first got home, I would have been able to get back to my doctor’s office, but by the time I checked, his office was closed. All the message said was that he wants me to come in, he could squeeze me in at 11:30, just before lunch. He had some things to discuss with me.
I don’t know what to make of his message, other than it being bad news.
Oh God... What if I have put Dany at risk? I know I really don’t have any reason to think that I could be positive. I have practiced safe sex for years, but giving blow-jobs is not an entirely safe thing to do either. I know it has been a long time since I was with anyone other than Dany, but still, it has been a few years since I had my last HIV test.
I don’t think I could ever forgive myself if I ever put him at risk.
“Babe... Please come to bed. I won’t ask, but please just come to bed.” I feel his warm hand on the side on my neck as he moves around in front of me. I had been so lost in thought, I hadn't even heard him come back down the stairs. He holds his hand out as I reach up for it. He pulls me out of the chair and leads me back upstairs to bed. I crawl into bed and turn my back to him. His hand lightly touches my shoulder.
“Dany...” I start softly. “Just hold me...” He moves up behind me, his arm wrapping tightly around my chest, his lips press lightly against the back of my neck before he just lays there, his breath, warm against my neck.
Markus is right, I have to tell him. We made a promise not to keep shit bottled up inside. But how the fuck do I tell him this? Fuck, I wish Markus wasn’t leaving tomorrow. He seems to be the one person who I can talk to about anything.
But Dany is supposed to be that person. Dany is the man I love. He is the one I need to talk to.
“I’m sorry...” I almost choke on the words.
“Baby...” He whispers. “You can talk to me.” He says as I roll to face him. I have hurt him so badly, even in the dark, I can see it on his face.
“Oh God...” I sob, pulling him tightly against me, my face buried against his neck. “I am so sorry for everything...” I start to sob uncontrollably against him, he just holds me tightly as shake uncontrollably in his arms. After a very long time, I finally manage to calm myself enough to look into his eyes. He lightly wipes my cheek with his thumb, kissing my forehead lightly.
“Is there someone else?” His voice so soft, yet so full of fear.
“What?” I move back from him, my hand pressing against his chest and look right into those wonderful eyes. “Why would you ever think that?” I sit up in bed.
“I don’t know... Markus...” His voice trails off.
“What?” I don’t think I just heard what I heard.
“The two of you seemed to be talking a lot tonight, hushing up whenever I came near you.” He says softly, I can tell by the look on his face that he is serious.
“Markus?” I say in disbelief that he could ever think that. He just slowly nods, I can see his eyes glossing over.
“God No... Never...” My hand lightly touches his arm.
“Then what?”
“Dany... Baby. I could never do that to you. It’s just...” My words trail off, he sits up next to me.
“Then what? You can talk to me you know. It is killing me to see you like this.” He says quietly, his fingers lightly tracing along my shoulder. “You have been like this since before Markus got here.”
“I checked the messages on the machine just before he arrived.”
“And...”
“There was a message from my doctor.” I say, I can see the look on his face change. "He wants me to come into the office in the morning.”
“Is that all he said?”
“Isn’t that enough?”
“I’ll go with you...” He says without hesitating.
“You don’t have to.”
“I know, but I want to...” He kisses me gently on the cheek before pulling me tightly against him as we both lay back onto the pillows. I lay my head on his chest, listening to his heart beating slowly in his chest.
God Damn it... Just when my life seemed to be finally getting on track, this has to happen.
It took Dany a long time to finally fall asleep. I lay beside him, listening to his shallow breathing for a long time before I carefully slipped out of bed so that he could sleep undisturbed, and it’s not like I am going to get any tonight. I made myself a pot of coffee and pulled on my shoes and a heavy coat and sat out on the deck with both of the girls, watching the sun come up over the city’s core. A million thoughts race through my mind, none of them good.
What am I going to do if I come back positive. I have to end things with Dany. I could never take the chance giving it to him, I couldn’t ever put him at risk. I don’t think I would ever be able to have sex again with him, or anyone for that matter. I know that I would never be able to continue to play hockey. I don’t think they have any rules about shit like this, but I’m sure a lot of people wouldn’t never want to play against me if they ever found out.
I might as well just put a gun to my head now and get it over with.
“Hey babe...” I hear Dany’s sweet voice from behind me, I turn to see him coming towards me with a steaming cup of coffee for me. “You didn’t sleep...” He says as he takes the ice cold cup from my hand and replaces it with the nice hot one. I wrap my hands around its warmth and stare into the steam rising from it. “Did you?” He sits beside me, his arm wrapping around my shoulders, pulling me against his body. I just slowly shake my head as I continue to stare into the steaming cup.
It takes a lot of coaxing but he finally manages to get me to eat a piece of toast, gets me showered and ready to head to the doctor’s office. He drives, mainly because I can’t really seem to focus on anything right now. I must admit, it is odd to see someone driving my car, but he does look good behind the wheel.
We step into the elevator for the short ride up to the 6th floor. My guts are churning from nerves. I feel like my whole body is soaked with sweat. I can feel Dany watching me, but I avoid his eyes.
“You ok?” He asks as the elevator jolts to a stop, I have the feeling that I am going to be sick. I squeeze out of the doors even before they are fully opened and run down the short hall towards where I know the bathroom is. I burst through the door, slamming it loudly against the wall as I head for the nearest stall.
The room spins as I slide to a stop on my knees right in front of the bowl. The last of my coffee and the toast I had explode into the toilet. My whole body contorts as it tries to expel anything that might be left inside me.
I kneel there, gripping the sides of the bowl, the cool porcelain almost feeling comforting in my hands. I can feel his hand gently moving across my back.
I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand before I look up at him, he smiles weakly before handing me a piece of paper towel to wipe my face.
“Better...” He voice quiet and frightened, his hand lightly rubbing my shoulder as I lean back against the wall of the stall.
“No...” I manage to say. I don’t think I have ever been this nervous or scared in my life. Dany holds his hand out to help me up off the floor. I stand in front of the sink and run the cold water, scooping it in my hands, I splash my face several times, taking water into my mouth to rinse out the taste. As I turn off the water, there is a handful of towels being held out to me. I dry my face and hands and as I turn to throw the towels in the garbage, he wraps his arms around me, holding me tightly.
“We should get in there.” He says before kissing me lightly. “It’s gonna be ok...” His thumb lightly traces across my cheek.
The receptionist is just getting ready to leave for lunch when we come in the office.
“Trevor... Robert will be right out, he is just on a call.” She says as she grabs her coat from the rack near the door, setting the lock on the door, she smiles and leaves us alone in the waiting room. I take a seat, Dany sits right beside me, my hand held tightly in his, gently being rubbed with his other.
I don’t think I can do this, I just want to run out of here.
“Trevor...” I look up to see my doctor standing in the hallway to his offices. “And you must be Dany...” He says as he steps forward, holding his hand out to Dany. “I’m Robert, good to finally meet you, I’ve heard so much about you.” Dany hesitantly reaches to shake his hand. I guess I forgot to mention that I have talked to Robert about him on a few occasions. “Please... Come into my office.” He says as he steps aside allowing us to go down the short hallway first. I sit in the chair closest to the window, Dany sits right next to me, his hand quickly finding mine again. Robert sits down on the other side of the desk.
“Are you ok? You don’t look too good.” He says to me as he opens my file on the desk.
“What do you think? Just tell me...” I snap back. I just want this over as soon as possible.
“Trev...” Dany says softly, squeezing my hand rather tightly. “I’m sorry, he’s just a little scared...” Dany apologizes for me to Robert.
“There is nothing to be worried about. Everything is fine.” My heart almost explodes with relief at his words.
“Then what was with that message on my machine?” I ask, trying to hold in the huge smile that is trying to spread across my face.
“I’m sorry if I worried you, but it is just common practice, I could have told you personally over the phone, but not if you were actually positive. And I could never leave that kind of information on an answering machine. What if someone else heard it. It is just easier to ask the person to come into the office.”
“Jesus... I was totally freaking out all night.”
“I’m sorry about that. But everything is fine. You are as healthy as a horse...”
By the time we leave his office, it feels like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders. As we wait for the elevator, I just grab Dany’s hand and drag him quickly back to the bathroom.
“Babe... You ok?” He asks as I pull him into the bathroom. I just push him against the wall, my lips are on his in an instant. His hand wraps around, cupping my ass as his tongue works it's way into my mouth.
“I’m sorry about last night...” I say softly as I pull him towards the handicapped stall, pushing him inside and closing the door. I lean against him, working my tongue back into his mouth, I start unbuttoning his pants.
“Trev...” He starts, my mouth cover his again. “Someone could come in...” He finally manages to say.
“I don’t care...” I almost moan into him as I slide his jeans down over his hips, his cock presses against my thigh. Before he can do anything, I am on my knees, my tongue working along the underside of his cock as I pull back his foreskin. A slight gasp escapes him as I roll my tongue over the head of his cock. His fingers entangle themselves into my hair as he holds my head in place, his hips slowly moving as he pushes his cock into my mouth. I manage to get my pants open, my cock in my hand. I can feel him lift me by my head, I reluctantly rise to my feet.
“We’re gonna get caught...” He starts, I kiss him to shut him up while I continue to stroke his cock.
“I need you to fuck me.” I say roughly, he just looks at me with a surprised look in his eyes. “Right now...” I add as I feel his fingers work around to my ass. I moan quietly as his finger brushes over my hole. He lifts his fingers to his mouth, sucks them in between his lips. Slowly pulling them back out, shiny and slick with spit. I just grin as he moves them back to my ass. He easily slips in a single finger, slowly rotating it as he works it back and forth a few times. He carefully works another one in me as I turn to give him better access.
I lean against the wall as he moves around behind me, his one hand gripping my hip as he works another finger into me. A shudder rips through me as I feel his lips on my ass, his tongue licking the furry skin as he works it closer to my hole.
I moan as he withdraws his fingers, quickly replacing them with his tongue. I lean forward, spreading my legs the best I can with my jeans still around my thighs. He spreads my cheeks and works his tongue in deeply.
“Oh God...” I push back against his face, his nose buried deep in my crack. “That’s it Dany... Oh God, that’s it...” I moan as his tongue works deeper inside me. A finger works in as he removes his mouth from me, quickly replaced with another finger, maybe two.
I can feel his breath on the back of my neck as he stands behind me, I moan again as he withdraws his fingers, but gasp as I feel the head of his cock press against me. “Fuck me, Dany...” The extreme pleasurable pain as his cock slowly pushes into me, I push back, wanting more, wanting it all. I bend over a bit, supporting myself with one hand on the wall, the other quickly pulling myself as he stretches my ass open until I feel his nuts pressed tight against me.
“Oh fuck, Dany...”
“You feel so good...” He whispers as he pulls almost all the way out. He leans against me as he starts to fuck me slowly, his hand covering mine on the wall for support, his other hand finding mine on my cock, helping me with my cock. “This is the way it is supposed to be...” He says as he quickens his pace. “Just feeling you...” His hand quickens on my cock to match the pounding my ass is receiving. The sound of his balls slapping against my sweaty ass filling the small room.
I can tell by his breathing that he is already so close, I can feel my nuts rising as they build for their release.
“Come on baby... Give it to me...” I groan as he sucks on the side of my neck, his fingers curling into mine on the wall in front of me.
“Oh fuck... I am gonna cum...” He groans against my neck as he slams harder into me, his hand moving furiously on my cock.
“That’s it... Give me your cum...” My voice almost a growl. “Fill my ass... Give it to Me-uhg...” I tighten my ass around him as the first stream of cum shoots from me.
“Oh God...” He almost screams as he pushes deep into me, his cock expanding as he pumps me full of his sweet juice. The feeling of warmth spreading through me is amazing.
We stand there for several minutes, his cock still throbbing in me. He lifts his cum covered hand from my cock and holds it in front of my face, my tongue works between his fingers, hungrily cleaning myself from him. I moan softly as his cock slowly slips from my ass, he turns me around, pushing me back against the wall and helps me lick his fingers clean. He kisses me, his tongue sliding along my lip before venturing inside. I suck on it eagerly as he grinds his slick softening cock against mine, his fingers working themselves back inside my ass.
“I love you...” I whisper softly, he smiles, those blue eyes seem to sparkle even more than usual.
His hand is on my thigh the whole way home. I have never been happier than I am right now. I look over at him almost ever chance I can while I am still driving.
This is my man. The man I love more that life itself. This is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.
We get back to my place. That almost seems like it doesn’t sound right. Soft music is coming from the living room, I had forgotten to turn off the radio. Both of the girls come bounding down the stairs. I guess we forgot to put them into the laundry room too.
“What are you two doing out?” Dany says as he kneels, allowing both of them to give him kisses. He rises to let them out into the yard. I just stand there, in the middle of the living room and watch him walk out to the kitchen and pull the door open for them, he turns and notices me still standing where I was. He comes back to me.
“Baby...” He says softly as he wipes the tears off my cheeks. I hadn’t even realized that I was crying. “What is it?”
“Nothing...” I say as I wrap my arms around him. I stare into his eyes, a smile comes to my face. “Do you know how much I love you.”
“Yes...” He smiles back, his fingers working themselves into my back pockets. “I do...”
“Dany...” I start, he stares back into my eyes. “Do you want to move in here with me?” He continues to stare at me, the expression on his face not giving any hint of an reaction to my question. A little smile slowly comes to his lips.
“Are you serious?” He tilts his head slightly to one side.
My hands are on his hips as we both sway slowly to one of my favorite songs playing softly in the background.
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
...
Authors:Sue and Mark
Dany Cloutier- Sue
Trevor Linden- Mark
Rating: NC17
Archived: eventually at Mark's site and the chica site
disclaimer: These stories are works of FICTION and DO NOT in any way
reflect the real lives, sexual preferences, or personalities of the
characters. They do not at any point infer that any of the persons
mention is Gay. This includes the times, real life events and names
that are referred to. We do not profit from any of this.
Dany's POV
Slowly opening my left eye I saw that I was half lying on top of Trev. I closed my eye and snuggled back into his chest. Thank goodness the last time I was up during the night I put the girls downstairs. Actually, a quick jaunt to the backyard and then the laundry room. They are so spoiled with somehow managing to get to sleep on the bed here with us. It was just nice to not wake up to a mouthful of dog fur or kisses. Instead, I slipped my tongue from my lips and ran it over whatever skin of Trev's was in striking distance. The taste of his sweat and my cum on him.
Last night.
Oh god, last night.
I still can't believe I let my baby walk out of this house looking like he did. Honestly, I've never seen him looking so hot; in clothes anyway. Kelly and Em even commented to me about how good Trev looked. Of course my Emily said it must have to do with me taking care of him. I swear it is my lot in life to have people keep me blushing all the time. I think it would annoy me more, but for some reason, Trev likes it when I blush.
Opening both eyes, I looked down to see Trev's half hard cock. Taking my arm from around his waist, I started to run my index finger lightly up and down it's length, and then over and around the head. I love his cock. It's so different than mine with the large pronounced head and it's slick smoothness. I'm blessed by the fact that he seems to love mine also. I've been with some guys that for some reason didn't want their mouths anywhere near my uncut dick. It bothered me at the time, but now I could care less.
My pillow squirmed a bit, but then settled down again, and I added another finger to my exploration of him.
After we dropped off Bren and Em, I kept my hand high on his thigh the rest of the way home. I even leaned over and started kissing on him whenever the car would stop. By the time we got in the front door I was so worked up that I basically threw him over the back of his big black leather chair. Well, after I got him partially undressed that is. Unbuttoning his shirt, I had pushed it half off his body before unbuckling his wide belt. I somehow managed to get his jeans and boxers down far enough so that my cock had access to his ass. And, being the amazing boyfriend that I am, I had stuck a condom in my pocket before I had left the bedroom earlier in the night.
I ran my thumb over the slit and brought it to my waiting mouth to suck on. This man even tastes damned good, and all the thoughts of the previous night made me that more hungry for him. He was nice and hard now and I couldn't deny myself any longer. Lifting my head, I rolled my tongue around the head, licking up the salty goodness that had begun to drizzle down the length. I grasped the base and began to slowly lower my mouth up and down working over the vein right where it meets the head. I continued enjoying myself until Trev's hands found their way into my hair.
"So this is what I've been missing all those days I've woke up before you." I grinned and took my mouth from him, his voice so sleepy sexy. "Maybe I'll have to start sleeping in more."
I kissed my way up his body so that I could get my morning kiss. I'm really not into morning breath, but his kisses are just damned fine. The second time I woke him up last night, we had spent the entire time just kissing. His tongue and lips are things of beauty with the way he uses them.
"What are you thinking about?" I was back to staring at him with my lip between my teeth.
"I'm thinking that I need to start concentrating better so that I can get you off before we start the day."
"Well then, concentrate away. You are so fucking good at what you do when you are." He moaned as I moved us so that Trev's ass was laying across my lap. I chuckled to hear him cry out as I began to use both hands on him. One sliding his juice up and down, and the other tickling his balls and rubbing behind them. "Dany, don't fucking tease me." His hands were trying to pull me down; but I had other ideas.
"Your fans would be shocked at what a potty mouth you have in bed there, Trevor."
"Only with you." He panted and arched up as my fingers rubbed around his hole. I was just about to move him to where I wanted when the doorbell started to chime. Looking at the clock I saw it was almost 10.
"Damnit Trev, look at the time. I was supposed to go running with Bren." I grimaced as I looked at his pained expression.
"You're going to leave me like this?" He whined as I let go of him.
"No way baby." I scrambled out from underneath his legs and reached for the phone as the doorbell rang again. "I'll have him sit in back and wait." I kissed Trev's nose and punched in Bren's number.
*****
"Alright, so tell me already. I can tell you're dying to." Bren and I had been jogging for about an hour, not really saying all that much since he greeted me with a loud sigh and rolling eyes about 20 minutes after I called him.
"What? Like I told you, we were still sleeping. We overslept."
"Liar. Your face was so red when you stepped onto the deck." Bren grinned and pushed me sideways.
"Fine, I can tell you exactly what we were doing if you want." I smirked, knowing the response I would get.
"Nope, that's ok. I'll keep my thoughts on my own love life thank you very much."
"Speaking of, you two seemed..." My phone began to chirp right then. Stopping, I withdrew it from my pocket and flipped it open. "Hello...Doc!...yeah I'm good." Bren was looking at me as the conversation continued. "Really? That's great news. Thanks so much for rushing this and for letting me know." I was grinning so wide when I shut my phone my face could have split. Grabbing Bren around the waist, I twirled him around gleefully.
"So? I take it you're ok?" Bren sputtered as I set him back down.
"I...AM...GREAT!" I shouted, punching the air with my fist. "I'm clean, no worries."
Bren looked at me and then started jogging again. I caught up to him, and he stopped and looked at me again. "You really must love him." He said softly.
"Yeah, I do. I've never even considered having sex without a condom before. Then it kind of happened, and neither one of us wanted to go back to them."
Brendan grabbed my arm and pulled me into a quick hug. "Then I'm glad for you. If there was anyone I knew who wouldn't screw you over, I would think it would be Trevor."
"It means alot to hear that." We started to jog again until we came to a stand where we grabbed some Cokes and sat down; just sitting and looking at the water.
"You realize that I had nothing to do with the present for you and Trent."
Brendan was staring intently at a couple of kids who were pushing each other. "Yeah, I kind of figured that out last night. Dany, I'm sorry again for what I did the other night. I wish I could take it back."
"I know you are. But at least both of our relationships are better for it."
"Yeah, considering the kiss you gave each other last night, I'd say you're ok. Damn, it was pretty hot too, for a couple of guys." He grinned that lop sided impish grin of his.
"You're such a pig, Mo." I sighed and bumped his shoulder.
"Yeah, I am; but seriously, you and Trevor are going to have to be more careful. We can't have you making out in front of the whole locker room."
"I know." I pushed myself off the beach and started brushing the sand off my wind pants. "Hopefully by training camp we'll be better at disguising how we feel."
"I just don't want to see either one of you get hurt." He said as we made our way to the trash can and then back to Trevor's.
*****
Trevor wasn't home when we got back but he had left a note saying he'd be back later. Plus, he had picked up the ingredients for the dinner I was cooking for us and Markus tonight. Bren and I sat out on the deck drinking beer and throwing a ball all over the yard for the girls. Princess seemed to have gotten past him hitting her dad. After a bag of smuggled in chips, and a few beers we had both mellowed enough to just sit and drift off. The next thing I knew, I was woke up by Trev's lips moving over my chest as he straddled the chair. "You two are so lazy." He murmured as I raised my hands over my head and stretched before pulling on his hips so he was actually sitting on me.
"We worked out for over 2 hours, I'll have you know." I spoke softly after I glanced over to see that Bren was obviously still sound asleep. I grinned then and slipped my hands under Trev's t-shirt and lifted it up and off his body, kissing along his lucious collarbone. "I've got good news from Doc today." I moaned as Trev's hands found my ass and I worked my way up to his lips. I stopped and looked into his deep hazel eyes, biting my lip and waiting for my lover's response.
"I love you Dany." He spoke solemnly before we leaned into each other for a soft kiss, before Trev pulled back, smiling. "You know, I'd love nothing else but to sit out here with a sun warmed body underneath me, but Markus is going to be here in a little over an hour and you said you were going to make dinner."
"Fuck...it's that late?" I tried to push Trevor off of me, and in the process I also woke up Brendan.
"You two aren't going to have sex out here are you?" He yawned and closed his eyes again.
"Want another beer, Mo?" Trevor asked as he took over my chair and I got tangled in a couple of dog bodies as I tried to make my way inside.
"Trevor, nous avons l'arrivée de compagnie." I smacked the back of his head.
"What? What did I do? I took a shower, and it's just Markus coming over." He chuckled, but followed me into the house telling Bren he was going for beer.
I walked to the sink, but quickly turned around. "I forgot, did you see you had messages on the answering machine?"
"No, I didn't. I saw you two lazy bums and decided I'd bother you. Thanks babe. Take these out to your straight boyfriend. I'll be right back." He slapped and then caressed my ass after handing me the beers. I just shook my head and hurried to take them outside. I didn't have time for this.
*****
Trevor was outside smoking a cigar with Markus. It was a beautifully mild night for once, and Markus had turned down the offer of a sweatshirt. I had been in the shower when he had arrived, but at least the dinner had been almost ready. I had left them a tray of cut vegetables so they had been chomping on that when I got downstairs. Trev had been extremely quiet since before Markus had arrived, and it continued throughout dinner. I tried to kiss him as he was following Markus outside, and he turned his head. I'm thinking that he's just trying to be good in front of our captain.
Dinner had been a great success. Much to Trevor's chagrin, I had set up the formal dining room. He refused though to change into something better than what he was wearing. To me this was special because Markus was our first official dinner guest together. And besides, without him we might not still be a couple. The light Ceaser salad went in perfect companion with the heavier seafood pasta dish. Markus seemed impressed that I had made the cream sauce to go with the fresh linguini and steamed prawns, scallops, clams, and mussels. I had run out of time to make a decent dessert, but I did cut up some fresh fruit, and that seemed to satisfy everyone.
I was finally done cleaning up the kitchen and headed outside with a fresh beer in my hand. I can hardly wait till we're alone and Trev and I can work off all this beer I've drank today. Pushing the door open further, I noticed that there seemed to be a lot of tension between the two of them as they both shut up as I joined them, taking the chair on the far side of Trevor.
"Dany, that was an excellent meal, thank you." Markus stated in his soft lilting voice.
"You're welcome. It's the very least we could do for you after the other night." I reached out and placed my hand on Trevor's knee, but he shifted his body towards Markus.
"Yes, thanks again, Markus. You've really become a great captain." Trevor was looking at Markus and it seemed like something underlying passed between them.
"Yeah, you wouldn't need the hassle of everyone knowing that there were homosexuals on the team, let alone that they were a couple." Trevor looked back at me, and I just couldn't figure out what was going on. Either way, I ruffled my fingers through the curls at the back of his head.
"Actually, I think you two would be surprised at the locker room dynamics we have." Markus showed that smile he always gives when he knows something that no one else does.
"What?"
"No way!"
"Trevor, as you know, there are a lot of things that happen that a captain finds out about that he can't share." Markus looked directly at Trevor and took a long puff on his cigar before blowing the smoke out and then dropping it into his open bottle of beer. "And with that, gentlemen, I should get back to the house. Our flight leaves early tomorrow, and it would look bad if I didn't show up on time."
We all stood and walked to the front of the house speaking of trivial things. Markus turned to me and gave me a hug and kiss and thanked me once more for the dinner and told me to take care of Trevor. I smiled and wished him a safe flight. He then turned to Trevor and asked him to walk out to the car. We said good bye, and then the two of them walked out the front door. I slipped out of my shoes and walked back into the kitchen to holler for the girls to come in. They bounded through the door and I threw some treats at them that they caught in mid air. They had been so well behaved tonight that they deserved that little extra.
The front door slammed, and I heard Trevor's heavy steps up the stairs which of course made the girls tear after him. Hopefully he was eager to go to bed. Not being able to touch him the way I wanted to the last few hours, especially with me finding out I was negative had me on edge, and my dick was already twitching. I shut off the lights as I went and climbed the stairs, unbuttoning my shirt. When I got into the bedroom, Trev was already under the covers and our two mongrals were up there with him.
"Trev, can we talk about the girls?" I asked as I finished undressing, then walked naked into the bathroom.
"What about them?"
I finished brushing my teeth before answering him. "I think we're sending mixed messages to them because when we stay at my place they're not allowed on the bed, and here they are. I think we need to have the same rules for both places." I looked at Trev as I walked to the bed and climbed under the covers; slightly taken aback with the fact that Trev was wearing pajama pants.
"Are you serious? You're upset that they sleep with us?" Trev sat up and looked perturbed.
"I'm not upset." I said, placing my hand on his chest and rubbing the hair that covered it. "We just need to be consistent." I stated again.
"Well, I don't see a problem with them on the bed. If they are crowding us, I can always buy a fucking bigger bed."
"Ok, I just wanted to make sure. I'll agree to whatever." I really wasn't happy, but right now I'd rather be kissing him than fighting. I moved my leg over his lap so that I was straddling him. "I love you so much, Trevor." I murmured as I started kissing his cheeks, forehead, nose...and then he grabbed my face in both his hands and started an assault on my lips. Fucking works for me. We bruised one another's lips as I ground my aching cock against the soft cotton of his pajamas. I needed him so much. He was like the breath in my body.
"Dany, stop!" The hands that had been holding my head to his were now pushing me away with such a voracity that I was momentarily stunned. Trev crawled out from under me and I fell back against the pillows. "I think we both need a good night's sleep."
"But, we can do that after you make love to me...Trev?"
"Jesus, Dany. Do we have to have sex every minute for you to believe that I love you?"
I felt like I had been slapped. With that, Trevor got out of bed and stomped out of the room. I could hear him walking down the stairs. What the hell had just happened here? I sat back against the head board and went through our day. What had I done to piss him off so much? I finally lay down and waited for Trevor to come back and apologize.
The minutes ticked off into hours. I couldn't take the tossing and turning, and threw back the covers and then went to find my boxers. Mikie looked at me and I patted her quickly.
"Where's Princess, girl. Find her." Mikie jumped off the bed and scuttled out of the room, her little tail a waggin'. I followed her down the stairs and she led me to the chair where just the night before we had had amazing sex.
Trevor was sitting in the dark, and now had two dogs on his lap. "Trev, what's wrong?" I walked across the room to turn on one of the table lamps.
"Just leave me alone, Dany. Please." Trev's voice wavered and I saw that he had been crying.
I knelt by his feet and placed my hands on his knees. "Baby, talk to me. You're scaring me to death." I could feel tears welling up and saw that tears had started running down Trev's cheeks.
"Don't touch me." He cried out.
I clenched my fingers more firmly around his knees.
"Dany..."
Trevor’s POV
“Dany...” I almost whisper. “Please don’t...” My voice almost pleading.
“Baby...” He says softly, his hand still on my knee.
“Please... I need to be alone.” His fingers slowly slip off my knee as he sits back on the floor. He just stares at me, I can feel the fresh tears running down my face. He slowly stands, I can see the tears on his face. He leaves me alone, Mikie follows him out and back upstairs.
This whole night has been a nightmare. If I had only checked my answering machine when I first got home, I would have been able to get back to my doctor’s office, but by the time I checked, his office was closed. All the message said was that he wants me to come in, he could squeeze me in at 11:30, just before lunch. He had some things to discuss with me.
I don’t know what to make of his message, other than it being bad news.
Oh God... What if I have put Dany at risk? I know I really don’t have any reason to think that I could be positive. I have practiced safe sex for years, but giving blow-jobs is not an entirely safe thing to do either. I know it has been a long time since I was with anyone other than Dany, but still, it has been a few years since I had my last HIV test.
I don’t think I could ever forgive myself if I ever put him at risk.
“Babe... Please come to bed. I won’t ask, but please just come to bed.” I feel his warm hand on the side on my neck as he moves around in front of me. I had been so lost in thought, I hadn't even heard him come back down the stairs. He holds his hand out as I reach up for it. He pulls me out of the chair and leads me back upstairs to bed. I crawl into bed and turn my back to him. His hand lightly touches my shoulder.
“Dany...” I start softly. “Just hold me...” He moves up behind me, his arm wrapping tightly around my chest, his lips press lightly against the back of my neck before he just lays there, his breath, warm against my neck.
Markus is right, I have to tell him. We made a promise not to keep shit bottled up inside. But how the fuck do I tell him this? Fuck, I wish Markus wasn’t leaving tomorrow. He seems to be the one person who I can talk to about anything.
But Dany is supposed to be that person. Dany is the man I love. He is the one I need to talk to.
“I’m sorry...” I almost choke on the words.
“Baby...” He whispers. “You can talk to me.” He says as I roll to face him. I have hurt him so badly, even in the dark, I can see it on his face.
“Oh God...” I sob, pulling him tightly against me, my face buried against his neck. “I am so sorry for everything...” I start to sob uncontrollably against him, he just holds me tightly as shake uncontrollably in his arms. After a very long time, I finally manage to calm myself enough to look into his eyes. He lightly wipes my cheek with his thumb, kissing my forehead lightly.
“Is there someone else?” His voice so soft, yet so full of fear.
“What?” I move back from him, my hand pressing against his chest and look right into those wonderful eyes. “Why would you ever think that?” I sit up in bed.
“I don’t know... Markus...” His voice trails off.
“What?” I don’t think I just heard what I heard.
“The two of you seemed to be talking a lot tonight, hushing up whenever I came near you.” He says softly, I can tell by the look on his face that he is serious.
“Markus?” I say in disbelief that he could ever think that. He just slowly nods, I can see his eyes glossing over.
“God No... Never...” My hand lightly touches his arm.
“Then what?”
“Dany... Baby. I could never do that to you. It’s just...” My words trail off, he sits up next to me.
“Then what? You can talk to me you know. It is killing me to see you like this.” He says quietly, his fingers lightly tracing along my shoulder. “You have been like this since before Markus got here.”
“I checked the messages on the machine just before he arrived.”
“And...”
“There was a message from my doctor.” I say, I can see the look on his face change. "He wants me to come into the office in the morning.”
“Is that all he said?”
“Isn’t that enough?”
“I’ll go with you...” He says without hesitating.
“You don’t have to.”
“I know, but I want to...” He kisses me gently on the cheek before pulling me tightly against him as we both lay back onto the pillows. I lay my head on his chest, listening to his heart beating slowly in his chest.
God Damn it... Just when my life seemed to be finally getting on track, this has to happen.
It took Dany a long time to finally fall asleep. I lay beside him, listening to his shallow breathing for a long time before I carefully slipped out of bed so that he could sleep undisturbed, and it’s not like I am going to get any tonight. I made myself a pot of coffee and pulled on my shoes and a heavy coat and sat out on the deck with both of the girls, watching the sun come up over the city’s core. A million thoughts race through my mind, none of them good.
What am I going to do if I come back positive. I have to end things with Dany. I could never take the chance giving it to him, I couldn’t ever put him at risk. I don’t think I would ever be able to have sex again with him, or anyone for that matter. I know that I would never be able to continue to play hockey. I don’t think they have any rules about shit like this, but I’m sure a lot of people wouldn’t never want to play against me if they ever found out.
I might as well just put a gun to my head now and get it over with.
“Hey babe...” I hear Dany’s sweet voice from behind me, I turn to see him coming towards me with a steaming cup of coffee for me. “You didn’t sleep...” He says as he takes the ice cold cup from my hand and replaces it with the nice hot one. I wrap my hands around its warmth and stare into the steam rising from it. “Did you?” He sits beside me, his arm wrapping around my shoulders, pulling me against his body. I just slowly shake my head as I continue to stare into the steaming cup.
It takes a lot of coaxing but he finally manages to get me to eat a piece of toast, gets me showered and ready to head to the doctor’s office. He drives, mainly because I can’t really seem to focus on anything right now. I must admit, it is odd to see someone driving my car, but he does look good behind the wheel.
We step into the elevator for the short ride up to the 6th floor. My guts are churning from nerves. I feel like my whole body is soaked with sweat. I can feel Dany watching me, but I avoid his eyes.
“You ok?” He asks as the elevator jolts to a stop, I have the feeling that I am going to be sick. I squeeze out of the doors even before they are fully opened and run down the short hall towards where I know the bathroom is. I burst through the door, slamming it loudly against the wall as I head for the nearest stall.
The room spins as I slide to a stop on my knees right in front of the bowl. The last of my coffee and the toast I had explode into the toilet. My whole body contorts as it tries to expel anything that might be left inside me.
I kneel there, gripping the sides of the bowl, the cool porcelain almost feeling comforting in my hands. I can feel his hand gently moving across my back.
I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand before I look up at him, he smiles weakly before handing me a piece of paper towel to wipe my face.
“Better...” He voice quiet and frightened, his hand lightly rubbing my shoulder as I lean back against the wall of the stall.
“No...” I manage to say. I don’t think I have ever been this nervous or scared in my life. Dany holds his hand out to help me up off the floor. I stand in front of the sink and run the cold water, scooping it in my hands, I splash my face several times, taking water into my mouth to rinse out the taste. As I turn off the water, there is a handful of towels being held out to me. I dry my face and hands and as I turn to throw the towels in the garbage, he wraps his arms around me, holding me tightly.
“We should get in there.” He says before kissing me lightly. “It’s gonna be ok...” His thumb lightly traces across my cheek.
The receptionist is just getting ready to leave for lunch when we come in the office.
“Trevor... Robert will be right out, he is just on a call.” She says as she grabs her coat from the rack near the door, setting the lock on the door, she smiles and leaves us alone in the waiting room. I take a seat, Dany sits right beside me, my hand held tightly in his, gently being rubbed with his other.
I don’t think I can do this, I just want to run out of here.
“Trevor...” I look up to see my doctor standing in the hallway to his offices. “And you must be Dany...” He says as he steps forward, holding his hand out to Dany. “I’m Robert, good to finally meet you, I’ve heard so much about you.” Dany hesitantly reaches to shake his hand. I guess I forgot to mention that I have talked to Robert about him on a few occasions. “Please... Come into my office.” He says as he steps aside allowing us to go down the short hallway first. I sit in the chair closest to the window, Dany sits right next to me, his hand quickly finding mine again. Robert sits down on the other side of the desk.
“Are you ok? You don’t look too good.” He says to me as he opens my file on the desk.
“What do you think? Just tell me...” I snap back. I just want this over as soon as possible.
“Trev...” Dany says softly, squeezing my hand rather tightly. “I’m sorry, he’s just a little scared...” Dany apologizes for me to Robert.
“There is nothing to be worried about. Everything is fine.” My heart almost explodes with relief at his words.
“Then what was with that message on my machine?” I ask, trying to hold in the huge smile that is trying to spread across my face.
“I’m sorry if I worried you, but it is just common practice, I could have told you personally over the phone, but not if you were actually positive. And I could never leave that kind of information on an answering machine. What if someone else heard it. It is just easier to ask the person to come into the office.”
“Jesus... I was totally freaking out all night.”
“I’m sorry about that. But everything is fine. You are as healthy as a horse...”
By the time we leave his office, it feels like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders. As we wait for the elevator, I just grab Dany’s hand and drag him quickly back to the bathroom.
“Babe... You ok?” He asks as I pull him into the bathroom. I just push him against the wall, my lips are on his in an instant. His hand wraps around, cupping my ass as his tongue works it's way into my mouth.
“I’m sorry about last night...” I say softly as I pull him towards the handicapped stall, pushing him inside and closing the door. I lean against him, working my tongue back into his mouth, I start unbuttoning his pants.
“Trev...” He starts, my mouth cover his again. “Someone could come in...” He finally manages to say.
“I don’t care...” I almost moan into him as I slide his jeans down over his hips, his cock presses against my thigh. Before he can do anything, I am on my knees, my tongue working along the underside of his cock as I pull back his foreskin. A slight gasp escapes him as I roll my tongue over the head of his cock. His fingers entangle themselves into my hair as he holds my head in place, his hips slowly moving as he pushes his cock into my mouth. I manage to get my pants open, my cock in my hand. I can feel him lift me by my head, I reluctantly rise to my feet.
“We’re gonna get caught...” He starts, I kiss him to shut him up while I continue to stroke his cock.
“I need you to fuck me.” I say roughly, he just looks at me with a surprised look in his eyes. “Right now...” I add as I feel his fingers work around to my ass. I moan quietly as his finger brushes over my hole. He lifts his fingers to his mouth, sucks them in between his lips. Slowly pulling them back out, shiny and slick with spit. I just grin as he moves them back to my ass. He easily slips in a single finger, slowly rotating it as he works it back and forth a few times. He carefully works another one in me as I turn to give him better access.
I lean against the wall as he moves around behind me, his one hand gripping my hip as he works another finger into me. A shudder rips through me as I feel his lips on my ass, his tongue licking the furry skin as he works it closer to my hole.
I moan as he withdraws his fingers, quickly replacing them with his tongue. I lean forward, spreading my legs the best I can with my jeans still around my thighs. He spreads my cheeks and works his tongue in deeply.
“Oh God...” I push back against his face, his nose buried deep in my crack. “That’s it Dany... Oh God, that’s it...” I moan as his tongue works deeper inside me. A finger works in as he removes his mouth from me, quickly replaced with another finger, maybe two.
I can feel his breath on the back of my neck as he stands behind me, I moan again as he withdraws his fingers, but gasp as I feel the head of his cock press against me. “Fuck me, Dany...” The extreme pleasurable pain as his cock slowly pushes into me, I push back, wanting more, wanting it all. I bend over a bit, supporting myself with one hand on the wall, the other quickly pulling myself as he stretches my ass open until I feel his nuts pressed tight against me.
“Oh fuck, Dany...”
“You feel so good...” He whispers as he pulls almost all the way out. He leans against me as he starts to fuck me slowly, his hand covering mine on the wall for support, his other hand finding mine on my cock, helping me with my cock. “This is the way it is supposed to be...” He says as he quickens his pace. “Just feeling you...” His hand quickens on my cock to match the pounding my ass is receiving. The sound of his balls slapping against my sweaty ass filling the small room.
I can tell by his breathing that he is already so close, I can feel my nuts rising as they build for their release.
“Come on baby... Give it to me...” I groan as he sucks on the side of my neck, his fingers curling into mine on the wall in front of me.
“Oh fuck... I am gonna cum...” He groans against my neck as he slams harder into me, his hand moving furiously on my cock.
“That’s it... Give me your cum...” My voice almost a growl. “Fill my ass... Give it to Me-uhg...” I tighten my ass around him as the first stream of cum shoots from me.
“Oh God...” He almost screams as he pushes deep into me, his cock expanding as he pumps me full of his sweet juice. The feeling of warmth spreading through me is amazing.
We stand there for several minutes, his cock still throbbing in me. He lifts his cum covered hand from my cock and holds it in front of my face, my tongue works between his fingers, hungrily cleaning myself from him. I moan softly as his cock slowly slips from my ass, he turns me around, pushing me back against the wall and helps me lick his fingers clean. He kisses me, his tongue sliding along my lip before venturing inside. I suck on it eagerly as he grinds his slick softening cock against mine, his fingers working themselves back inside my ass.
“I love you...” I whisper softly, he smiles, those blue eyes seem to sparkle even more than usual.
His hand is on my thigh the whole way home. I have never been happier than I am right now. I look over at him almost ever chance I can while I am still driving.
This is my man. The man I love more that life itself. This is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.
We get back to my place. That almost seems like it doesn’t sound right. Soft music is coming from the living room, I had forgotten to turn off the radio. Both of the girls come bounding down the stairs. I guess we forgot to put them into the laundry room too.
“What are you two doing out?” Dany says as he kneels, allowing both of them to give him kisses. He rises to let them out into the yard. I just stand there, in the middle of the living room and watch him walk out to the kitchen and pull the door open for them, he turns and notices me still standing where I was. He comes back to me.
“Baby...” He says softly as he wipes the tears off my cheeks. I hadn’t even realized that I was crying. “What is it?”
“Nothing...” I say as I wrap my arms around him. I stare into his eyes, a smile comes to my face. “Do you know how much I love you.”
“Yes...” He smiles back, his fingers working themselves into my back pockets. “I do...”
“Dany...” I start, he stares back into my eyes. “Do you want to move in here with me?” He continues to stare at me, the expression on his face not giving any hint of an reaction to my question. A little smile slowly comes to his lips.
“Are you serious?” He tilts his head slightly to one side.
My hands are on his hips as we both sway slowly to one of my favorite songs playing softly in the background.
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
...
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