It's so oddly sweet, that Petr cares so much for Max that he actually does try to be somebody he's not, of course not realizing that's NOT what Max wants.
//I liked the feeling of him beneath me, yeah. I liked being the one to say what was next. But it was no different than every other sex I’d had in my life. I could be out picking up women after every game if I wanted to. Instead I stood outside in the cold, in hopes Petr would come and take me home, tell me what to do, show me who to be. “I don’t want you to be that person anyway.”//
That says it all so perfectly!
Fascinating stuff, and, as kaatiya noted, of course hotter than hell. ;-)
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//I liked the feeling of him beneath me, yeah. I liked being the one to say what was next. But it was no different than every other sex I’d had in my life. I could be out picking up women after every game if I wanted to. Instead I stood outside in the cold, in hopes Petr would come and take me home, tell me what to do, show me who to be. “I don’t want you to be that person anyway.”//
That says it all so perfectly!
Fascinating stuff, and, as kaatiya noted, of course hotter than hell. ;-)